20/10/2010

Today is 20/10/2010.... alrdy finished my PMR exam...
Now can enjoy.... everyday go out??
before PMR, yea.. i think tht.. everyday out.. but now als feel abit.... tired....
and dnt have place for me to go.. however... im enjoying xD...
everyday go school talk cock, play black jack, uno, watch movie...
the most happiest is when talk cock v friends, sot tgt.. walk here and thr inside sch...

This year im 16th, gonna change to form 4...
I am interesting v my next year life...
all my subjects will change format....
Im going to learn how to drive....

And work hard for SPM.............................................huh?! OMG.... EXAM again......

Rainy day

Just finished studied... PMR remains 4 day....

Tonight is rainy day again...It give me the feel of miss, lonely and abit pity....

Remember wht u told me... rainy day will give u the feel to get someone to be with you and enjoy it...
Actly im also... When rainy day, hope to hug by my lover and enjoy the view...The natural view... looking at the plants which are being wet by the rain water.... enjoy the wind....

Suddently ... I miss you....

Hmm..... It is late... time to sleep.......Goodnight all...~

Im just starting...XD

WOW~ PMR remain 14 days?? haha....

OMG lo.... not yet revise....8A?? Sure aim it bah...=]

ERm................... just... try my best to get the 8A back..
+ oil +oil...



after PMR i will fly fly fly and fly...
you are getting nearer v me... wee~~~~~``

Have a feeling, want to update my blog... but... nothing to say.. actly is a lot, just i dnt knw how to share...

" I miss you " three word is not easy to say out..
after say it, should responsible on it...

I dnt dare to think too much.. to hope or wish too much..

really fear with the word..."disapointed"
starting to scare ...><"

Wait~

I dnt dare to wish what..
Dnt dare to promise wht..

because i fear v tht... i scare the feel of disappointed...

But.... i will wait while im spending my life...~~!

原来一直都在

那感觉又回来了。
其实它一直都在，只是藏在心里的深处。。
以为都已经过去，走了后，所有都淡了。
原来它从没离开，感觉都还在。。

害怕 有时候一句问候也变成打扰。。
一值没有联络不代表遗忘，只是不想打扰。。
有心就好～

“在不对的时间遇上对的人，是种遗憾”

“感觉对了，但很可惜，还没开始就要结束”

你有你的路要走，我也有我的路。。
你说：“大家一起努力”。。

或许到了走完的那天再开始，会更好～

Trying~

Today woke up early .. 7.20am.. then went out v family.. Feel sleepy..zz.. when back home, 9am something, str8 sleep.... until 3pm....

Actly am I really tired? sleepy ? or im just borrow sleep this word to forget something, to spend the time, to stp thinking!!

Huh??! when can i stop it? Im trying trying and TRYING to forget all~!~!!

Telling my self..~
Im fine~
Im happy~
Im OKay!!

but... am I???

How about him??

Starting my new life!

Grace is back.. freedom is back...
just enjoy my life with all my friends...

thank to who care me ...!!~~!! thank!!

I will be ok~ im fine!!

Im happy ~~


STUDY HARD

Im just a person who acc you to past a short period in ur life

4months for me... enjoy it with you.. actly not really.. just 3 months.. the remain 1 month is wht u give me.. the lesson!

1month i stand there..actly i knw it early since 1 month before.. i choose to lie my self.. "Is ok.. just because he is no mood today...........Is ok, all will be fine.......... Is ok, maybe he is busy now....Is ok....Is ok..........."

Lastly, i knw the truth!! Stil need wait until November?? u say want then want? dnt want then dnt want? wht am i? TOY??~~

Huh?!! is ok... im just a person who acc u to past ur time..i just knw tht... you let me to taste the sweetest , let me to taste the pain too!...

HURT is wht I give you? tht 1 really need to ask your self.. for me.. i knw i dnt have did anythign which betray you which hurt u until cnt recover..

Is ok... Im ok... now.... WITHOUT YOU im stil Grace..i will learn to put you down..because..u did it edi!!


I feel sad... tear drop izit worth?? i will try my best..
I love you.. but.... i must put u down..
because i love my self more!! if u love me .. u will find me..! if u love me... then all for me it is worth.. but are you??

I let you believe love once.. you let me fear with love

Without him.. Im stil my self...

Past let it past.. although i really cnt put u down easily.because im really fall in love with u, but exchange back is wht? You let me disapointed with you.. I feel im a toy.. when u need it.. u will play.. if not.. just left behind...not i want give u up..i stand for 1 month..lastly is u give up ur self not me..! you give up us~

Those memories i will keep it inside my heart deepest place.. I wont forget it.. Tht really sweet for me.. but als really hurt me! Until now, i stil dnt knw wht happen yet.. the reason u dnt have say to me..I knw tht i no need ask, u wont say it.. you can put me down tht easy, mean tht im not as important as i think for u.. Or maybe because time past already, u get use with me.. and dnt feel im here..

Izit really need wait until a day u loss it then just u will apreciate wht we have??

Thanks for you.. to let me have a lesson of this.. not mean u treat a person good, he wil treat u as u did..I will remember this, and wont have a relationship like this again~

I cnt put down u easily.. but i will try.. because u did it alrdy...
You love u stay, u dnt love u leave..
tht is you..until now.. im stil here... dnt leave, just because 1 reason.. i knw u knw.. no need say out~

" You two " leaving us...Just for you two...my FRIENDS...

Heard him share many feelings with me, I understand his feelings.. and... i feel it als... now... feel very sad...T.T.. A bestfriend, are going to leave me... after he leave me, need 2 year++ then can meet back... 2year++, really a long time which waiting by me.. In this 2 year, cnt contact him, cnt know how is him recently, is him ok at thr..all dnt knw... When I"m sad, wish to find him to share my feeling als cnt.. and that time, he maybe als sad at thr, and cnt share with anybody als.....

Just remain 1 week only, then he will leave here... really mm seh dek larh!!!><... so scare i will cry... ai yor...really dnt knw need how to continue writing...==".... Just feel very very very mm seh dek..

After two year, when meet them two back, tht situation dnt knw will how... Will them change? will our friendship change ? ......................I hope no...

However, i will support my friend to walk this way, i know "You two" sure can walk finish this way ...Two year maybe now for us to see is very long time, but .. after u two finish walk, and see back the way u two have walk, u two sure will feel it just very short.....it is really worth !! All friend at here and me will wait you two back here..!! I will... all als will...support you two....so... if really sad when u two inside thr, just share to each other, dnt think much... put all aside.. pay 100% attention on ur study, and when coem back, let me see 2 which handsome and successful person....



I will miss you two..!! Take care...and Than, i will send all my feeling to thr... but , when see it, u say u will write back to me.. I wait your reply...and wait u two back....